Several years ago I had an affair, not proud, but it happened. It was a bad time for me and my wife. Instead of getting a divorce, I started seeing someone else. The woman I was seeing made my marriage tolerable. Then I fell in love with her and I knew I was fucked. It lasted over four years before things blew up. I stayed with my wife out of guilt. I was ashamed and afraid of what other folks would say or think of me. My marriage is nothing now and my wife has never forgiven me. We put on a front and get on okay but that’s about it. I have learned you can’t undo what’s been done. I think about her every day and still love her. I want to be with her more than anything but I hurt her real bad at the end. Fuck, I hurt everybody and I don’t know if she would even want me now. It was the happiest time in my life but I have nothing for her unless I get a divorce. Things don’t work out sometimes and affairs suck. One man to another, if you love this woman go for it before it is too late and you’re living with nothing but your regrets.

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